Have you ever asked the questions, "God where are you?" or "God, why me?" One of my clients said that to me recently. She had come in for extreme pain in her neck and shoulders because of an accident she had at the age of 15. Her boyfriend crashed their car into a tree. It made me realize that everyone at times in their life have felt powerless and out of control. We've all wondered who isn't doing their job to protect us from pain and hardship.

As an Akashic record reader and intuitive healer I look at a soul's blueprint to understand why something is happening and what can be done about it. The Akashic records are a vibrational library of you from the beginning of time. What I've come to recognize is that the soul is much more powerful than we realize. Wiser than we can imagine. Before it comes here it decides what human outfit to wear and experience. By outfit I mean, human emotion.

We have so many human emotions to play with that allows us trillions of life experiences to create and attract. By choosing base ingredients (emotions) we are then free to create whatever we want with it. The choices are endless! But we must start someplace. In many situations the base ingredient can be negative and difficult. Yet our soul also wants to experience the total opposite which is positive. It wants the full spectrum of the ingredient, positive and negative.

For example, my client felt powerless in her body because of the pain, discomfort and suffering. That was one side of the ingredient. The other side was feeling strong and healthy in her body. Once she decided that she wanted to experience the other side she decided to work with me.

For example, my client started with the feeling of helplessness in her body. through pain, discomfort and suffering. Once she was ready to move on and experience the other aspect she decided to work with me.

If you're wondering why in the world you'd want to experience negative emotions it's because your soul does not define it. It doesn't see it as negative or positive, it just sees it as an experience. The trick is for you not to see it as positive or negative. Once you do, it get stuck in the third dimension as an issue, block, problem.

At all times you get to pick what ingredients you want to play with. You have total control!